I private(d) some of my post because I have to. I have my reasons though, I needed somewhere to vent my feelings but somethings are just too personal for an open blog. Hence I guess this is the best solution to compile everything into one place. For my random posts and pictures and in the moment babble posts, you can click on my gallery. That is ultimately my reblog tumblr also known as my random wonderland.

It might have been better this way to hide the posts or the people might misunderstood you. With these sensitive said out, it might be the best not to post but if you wanna have a listening ear, i would be here :)

I have decided to take blogging here seriously hence I will post on schedule however there are no fixed days (it can get rather stressful). Just at least 2 post a week, I don’t find it a trouble as I have a lot to say but no where to ramble so I guess this is just perfect. Ultimately, I believe my blog has more readers that do not know me than my friends. So having done explained my things, I think it’s cool I cut to the chase.

 I would take and read all your posts seriously. I feel responsible for you, maybe because I'm older than you and naturally it became my responsibility. Please share what you must here and I will get back to you by PM in FB, TWITTER, WHATSAPP, LINE, etc. ASAP!

However that kind of feeling is eliminated when I talk to people like Reuel, Ling Ting and even Ling Shan (she doesn’t talk much but when she does, she’s my inspiration).
I don’t know. I feel so lonely and empty because these three close buds are not always with my unlike the friends in my school. I mean yes, I go out and hang out and have fun with them but whenever all that happens, a tiny part of me feels empty and sad. I don’t know why and I want an explanation. What’s wrong with me? It’s not like all of them are ill-treating, why do I think this way of them? Am I being too much?

Don't feel alone in any way. Please remember for the people who truly cares for you, no matter where we are or how far apart in distance, we will be there for you in your heart. Believe in your friends, who really cares for you. It's great to know that I am someone that you can rely on when your down. The emptiness inside of you... if you want to know the reason... you have to search in your heart... In any ways, please don't be too hard on yourself for thinking your harming us or something negative, but tell us, share your sorrows with us. We will be glad to hear them from you.


To all of the readers out there, everyone has someone they care about and being cared from. Please do not feel alone and get all negative about it. Share with the people that you trust and get the opinions of these people. Collect them and choose the best way to settle your problems in a calm and orderly fashion.

Alright, that's all for now. It's late and there is still school tomorrow. See you guys soon!

Cheers!