Today in the Biochemistry tutorial class, my lecturer was talking about the importance of the recent lectures as it is one of the important topics to be tested in the upcoming main examination. Then he spotted that my friend, let's just name him Friend A, hasn't had the lecture notes on the table. The reason why he hasn't have the lecture notes was just simply a typical TP student, like me, who doesn't go for lectures as attendance was not marked.

Later that day, another friend, Friend B, just simply sprouted nonsense in the Biochemical Tutorial Class and said that I told everyone not to take the notes for those who didn't attend lectures. I was totally shocked that Friend B would do such a thing. Luckily, Friend A asked me on WhatsApp to clear his doubts if I did tell everyone not to take the notes for them.

I mean, it is really ridiculous. Why would I harm my friends who I treated them as close as my brothers. It's totally unfair for me if I was innocently blamed for something I didn't do and being hated forever. It's damn hurtful if I were you were to be tested on "trust" by your closest friend. It was one experience that I had encountered before. It would remain in my heart and mind as long as I live.

I was totally grateful for trust that Friend A had given me. At least he gave me a chance to explain myself. It was this chance that prevented the history from repeating again that happened over a year ago. I can't believe that such a close friend was lost that just like that. I asked Friend A why would he asked me if I did gave the order to the other friends. Then he replied saying he was doubtful as my style and character doesn't tally with the accusation made by Friend B. He also added that it was our deep friendship that he trusts and he believes that we wouldn't end our friendship 'cause of this deep friendship that we have. On the contrary, it was the closest friend that I broke up with after my secondary school due to his character change.

It kept me thinking why can a person change so much and it was one of the friends that i trusted the most and he broke the trust I had for him. This is one doubt that till today I haven't found the answer. Maybe someday the answer will be revealed. Hope this will be the 1st and the last. Okay, it's pretty late now. It's 1.46 in the morning, I have to go to bed now as I have a Math quiz tomorrow. CYA~

Cheers